New Beginnings

Tracy Moad • June 27, 2021

New Beginnings…..


Every time I begin a new painting I have something of an idea of how I want it to look, what colors I want to use, and the overall feeling I would like to portray. As the first colors are laid in it begins to take shape. So far so good! Often times however, my original plan is tweaked and the direction seems to change as more layers of paint are added, it takes on a different mood as the painting progresses. I am learning that this is my painting style and to just go with it rather than allow frustration (because my plan isn’t working out), or feelings of failure, (because I SHOULD be able to bring my plans to pass)! So I press on, and I keep painting. 


Many times, the change in direction was the perfect way the painting should go and if had I gotten frustrated and thrown in the towel instead of pushing through, I would never have had the satisfaction of completing the piece! 

Other times, the finished work is pretty close to my original vision. Either way

It is all a process of learning and growing as an artist. We make mistakes. We learn from our mistakes. Plans change. If we don’t go with the flow when plans change we can be frustrated and fall into ruts. We fail. If we never fail, we won’t learn. We succeed, and when we succeed it brings great joy and satisfaction!


Isn’t that just like life as well? We have well laid out plans for how we would like our lives to look, we paint a pretty picture in our mind. But often times our plans get tweaked, the direction changes as more layers of life are lived. It takes on a different mood than what we had in mind at the first. We get frustrated, we feel discouraged and have feelings of failure because things aren’t going as planned. We feel we aren’t doing things right, or good enough. We feel like giving up, just throwing in the towel.


Can I encourage you to press on? To keep moving? To look up?

In life, the plans we make; the itinerary if you will, rarely goes the way we think it should, or planned it would. It is a process of learning and growing. We make mistakes. We learn from our mistakes. Plans change. If we don’t go with the flow when plans change we can get frustrated and depressed. We fail. If we never fail, we won’t learn. We succeed, and when we succeed it brings great joy and satisfaction! 


“I will lift my eyes to the hills-from whence comes my help? My help comes from the LORD, Who made heaven and earth.” Psalm 121:1-2


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